Rewarded With Death

yssip asked: to your post Hate them all:
reading that post made me sad because i have the exact same shitty life and problems, all my friends live far away and im so nice to them and they treat me like shit; but i treasure any time being with people because i guess im quite lonely: im not whining about my problems at you and im sorry if you dont give a shit, you dont even need to answer this but i just want to say you sound like such a good person who doesnt deserve this shit, i have no idea what you've been through but i have my own idea what its like to feel so hateful, but if you really dont deserve this then the universe will make it up to you through other actions, i know i sound crazy ugh i always do

hey! If i didnt answer before i’m sorry… i drifted away from tumblr… but I seem to be doing better, and dont worry I do give a shit about what you’re saying :) you dont sound crazy!!! I dont know how old this message is, but thanks for it all the same! I’m still unfortunately going through a few problems… and i still feel kind of lonely now.. I just hope i didnt answer this message too late… i dont want you to feel like i thought you were crazy or anything cuz you arent… im just glad you see through the hatred in my posts… most people just judge me and say mean things. I’m glad you didnt :)

Its times like these that I’m glad no one reads my tumblr, its my time to say whatever the fuck I want about everyone.

Let me start by saying that if I wasnt such a good fucking person my life would probably be so much better without MOST of the people I know. Everyone is a fake piece of shit who never stays true to who they are or who they say they are and then are surprised when they meet someone who IS true to themselves and they get angry because they thought they knew you all these years. I never expected nearly 90% of the people I know to be the kind of people I would attract. I fucking hate everyone, all people are good for are lying and stealing. A person cant see you be happy without having a fucking word to say about it just because THEY arent fucking happy. I do everything and treat everyone the way I would want to be treated if it were the other way around and all I do is get bitched at for everything and SHIT ON by everyone. I remember the days when being unique was an ADMIRABLE trait, now everyone wants me to be FUCKING NORMAL. FUCK NORMAL. YOU BE FUCKING NORMAL. I didn’t get through life being FUCKING NORMAL, I got through life BEING ME, because all being normal got me was SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, SHITTY SOCIAL LIFE, BULLYING UP UNTIL MY SOPHOMORE YEAR AND 3 DIFFERENT PSYCHOLOGISTS AND NONE OF IT DID SHIT. I’m not gonna be normal because NORMAL betrayed me, SOCIETAL NORMS made me the HATRED FILLED MONSTER I am today, so I will stay as non normal AS A FUCKING WANT TO and if you have a fucking problem with it GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE. I’m so FUCKING TIRED of people dictating how I should live my life just because THEY arent happy and want to see someone else WALLOW in their FUCKING MISERY. People are CRUEL pieces of shit and I thought there might be some kind of good in people but IVE GIVEN UP HOPING. People are ruthless bastards who don’t give a fuck about anyone but themselves.

What else can I say? hmm…. People swear they listen to me? YEAH OK, GO FUCK YOURSELF. I try to speak my mind and people get pissed then they have the balls to ask me “Whats wrong?” and then If i try to explain to them the problem all they do is get more pissed at me. IF YOU’RE GONNA GET PISSED AT ME THEN DONT FUCKING ASK YOU WORTHLESS FUCK. Whoever does read this is probably going to be VAIN and think its all about them, but this is aimed at the entire fucking world… all my life all i’ve ever wanted was to be FUCKING HAPPY and no one ever lets me live my fucking life! Someone is always around the corner to FUCK UP SOMETHING I LOVE.

I play WoW, I want to study music, I don’t want to conform, I like to wear diapers, Im a nice guy, I want to play video games, I like spending time with my friends etc. and what do I get. 

BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH…. theres always SOMEONE THERE TO BITCH, even the ones who tell me “fuck what people think” also have a moment to BITCH at me like the hypocrites they are.

I only get to hang out with my friends once a week and I DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO HANG OUT WITH THEM!!?!??!??!?!?! Yeah its EASY FOR SOMEONE WHO SEES THEY’RE FUCKING FRIENDS ALMOST ALL THE TIME TO SAY. YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF TOO. Ive never been this fucking angry, if its not sadness its anger, i wish i had the selfishness and balls TO FUCKING OFF MYSELF ALREADY! I fucking hate people so much that it makes me not want to LIVE!!!!!!!!! I’m trying to go fucking DEAF from the amount of loud, angry, black metal music I’m listening to now, maybe if I go fucking DEAF my mind can FUCKING RELAX AS IT MUTES THE WORLD.

“OH but then you cant listen to music!” YEAH??? WELL MUSIC TODAY SUCKS ANYWAY, IM NOT INTERESTED IN STICKING AROUND TO WATCH IT DIE. 

FUCK YOU ALL. FUCK THIS WORLD. FUCK EVERYTHING YOU ALL STAND FOR.

headlittlesister asked: Hi, just thought i'd say, If you like zip to the top pieces buy a OnePiece, a little expensive but if you ask me i can get £25. I just ordered mine, if you wear them out no one really notices

hey i dont know how old this message is but that sounds great! Can you link me where to get one?

ewokhoarder asked: It looks awesome. I played on trial and it was great but the instances look fun now. Yea, I'm having major WoWdrawals. LOL. My main was an 80 destro/afflic be lock. They told me last night they were nerfing them. :X Then my other 80 was a bal/resto ne druid which was my first toon but I turned to the lock after. haha.

What are you playing?

My main is a Prot Warrior 85 Tauren and my main alt is a Arcane Mage NE also 85 :P The instances are fun as hell but the heroics are tough as fuck. One heroic takes almost an hour or 2 to complete. I havent been playing a lot lately though :P school and life and all that -__- Archaeology is bad ass too lol

for what to post on here, probably for a while too..